Fuck why are relationships so difficult sometimes?

I can’t wait until we can fuck as loud and as long as we want.
I can’t wait until we can shower together and lay around naked together.
Fuck this, “my roommates” bullshit.
I can’t wait until I’m the only roommate you have.

We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us is something valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch.
e.e cummings (via psych-facts)
I don’t even know what’s wrong with me. But I’ve been crying on and off for the last 3 hours.

And I just want to be high.

Ugh. Fuck me and fuck you.

Why can’t you just say words?
Even if they don’t make sense.
Talk to me.
Ask me, “is this how you repay me?
By making me sit here while you smoke?
Why do you need to smoke so much?
Why do you feel the need to be high?
Ugh. speak to me.